and another one goes by

so here we are once more.
the beginning of a new year.
the trail of feel better resolutions.
the hope that the new will be better than the old and instantly wash away everything that was bad about the past year.
the first step beyond the threshold of a 365 day adventure.
sure.

nothing changes
it's still monday, followed by tuesday and wednesday and so on and so on.
but many counters are reset on the 1st of jan.
i have many, but take no notice.
i feel that over the past year i have been pulling life behind me as opposed to being bullied by life. it doesn't mean that i actually control anything, it just means that i feel the weight of everything surrounding me.

for this year, as i reset the counters, i would really wish that the weight dragging me would make itself a little more discreet

peace