mercredi 24 juin 2009

message 2 U

Tour Montparnasse looking over your favorite part of town
a tower that witnessed the the most stupid side of me
a tower that witnessed many a drink drunk to the likes of lordships and ladyships

drunk drunk drunk
a tower so full...

for ever, now
...
full of symbols

past

not gone

past

past, only,

not gone just past
words
so many spoken
so many digested
in so many orders
so many tones
so many ways of saying so few things

ike the long soliliquy this afternoon
about you t
hat i listened to

about us
that i listened to

these words that acted like an arm from the past tearing me back ...

mojito

vodka

beer
... straight back to places i had never forgotten
but meerly turned my back on


year on
what has changed ?
on all sides
do we look back sadly

do we turn our backs and laugh
do just move on as nothing happened

do darkened hearts ever see the light
do they ever breathe again
to they ever spark a light that starts a fire
do they ever pump out love instead of sucking it all in
do they ever chose generosity over selfishness it doesn't haunt me i invite you into my thoughts every day
no, not a chore a willing choice

mardi 16 juin 2009

home

coming back here after 3 weeks feels like returning to a childhood home that's been left unkept, and yet, despite the slow decrepitation, nothing has changed. quiet. still.
home.

my little place
my little world
my little kingdom
comforting