
The ME, I syndrome the one that goes "i knew it all along",
the one where they know it all, done it all, teach you all
where it's the I before everybody and every fucking thing else
where you are constantly supposed to know less
live less, feel less, do less
smells shit
this self imposing of ideas, views, arguments
as a fait accompli is omnipresent
and is suffocating me.
this form of existence, because the beings surrounding me are like that,
and live like that, and talk like that,
has whiped out all ideas of humility and modesty
and has reduced life and relationships
to a constant competition and imposed a form of pressure to
always seek to have the last word.
i've noticed that these people have no aura
but the sound and noise that they inflict onto their entourage
they call fellow humans and friends "the other one" if they like them
and they call all other fellow humans by using reducing terms
and hardly ever by names.
the point being to always be better, stronger, on top
it's easier to piss and shit on other people when you're above them.
why is it that relationships can't always be simple and respectful,
equal and honest ?
is it in man to want to eat himself ?