night

The hallowed night brings no shelter for lies

faced with the dark emptiness

and taken by the elements

you can only find truth

and force wisdom upon you

i realise that now

right now

i say carpe diem

embrace the elements

and 

live

love

move on

life can only be a long smile

a world of happiness to share and to give

the last few months have been too dark

to stand anymore

too many questions and no answers

still no answers to what it is that i really want...

but one :

to live

embrace life and try to accomplish my desires

happiness comes from achievement

and so now i wipe the slate clean

and selfishly move on

to share all the happiness i can gather

beyond

monday, Dupleix

nothing could stop my bleeding eyes

this incredible downward spiral

where at each turn a hook stabs your heart 

to rip it to shreds

it beats harder and harder

pumping, thumping

faster

faster 

to escape

but where?

nothing to stop this freefall

as i fall

into a void

my void

my life 

expelled and spat out of our bubble

a punctured bubble

torn

ripped

slit

a scar that can't be healed

a deep breath

choke

like a newborn child whose first breath launches a spasm

a cough

a cry

i must let you breathe

i can't hurt you any more

i can't suffocated you any more

i can't drag you into the depths of my cowardice any more

i can't torture you, 

i can't feed your addiction any longer

play with your heart

play with your love

spike your life with pain

tease your hope

and what lies beyond ?

the vast ocean of solitude to cross

a universe of thoughts, meanderings and questions

images, pictures, colours and feelings

alone, 

alone

alone

Will ever get beyond you...

tibet in our minds

a month without a post, so there is some catching up to do.

first a thought for peace, and symbolism.

if there ever was a fight of good against evil in the world it 

would definately be the fight for freedom that Tibet is leading 

in the most peaceful and non violent fashion.

Click here. 

This is probrably the best way to show China and the world that Tibet is a country worth fighting for.