Tomorrow is new year's eve
I really despise this time of year
Overdose of familly, in laws and goodwill.
Work beakons on monday and i know that it harbours peace.
But not enough.
It's all too much for me at the moment.
Much too much weight for my shoulders.
I could break down and cry
Let go of everything
Leave and run away.
But my lethargy and cowardice (how i hate that word) will take me through the ride.
I trust my conservatism will keep my cool and ignore the anoyances arpund me... And now, at this moment there are so many buzzing around.
