relief at 12.57 am

12.57 am

The obsequious have left.
open window.
it's raining
hard
very subtle breeze
the last glass of champagne
the flicker of the candle flame is the only sign of life around me.
Keith jarett
Klön concert
[ahhhh ! Klön you have given me so much!]
peace at last
yes peace
stillness
the gentle touch of the piano keys
the soft sound that embarks you on a flight into the dark night

1.00 am

oh how i can feel your lips pressed against mine
how i can feel your warm body cast with mine
how i can still smell your soft skin

1.10 am

i could dive so deep into the endless chasm that the night invites to
so appealing, captivating
the endless fall

1.13 am

they have left
they were too loud
too thankfull
too kind
too appreciative and too superficial to apreciate my effort
too diplomatic to engage into any kind of discussion
too old in their heads and minds to give me bait

too full of shit

camomile

i'd so much like to make love to you

now

now

now

1.16 am