moi, je

The ME, I syndrome 

the one that goes "i knew it all along",

the one where they know it all, done it all, teach you all

where it's the I before everybody and every fucking thing else

where you are constantly supposed to know less

live less, feel less, do less

smells shit 

this self imposing of ideas, views, arguments 

as a fait accompli is omnipresent

and is suffocating me.

this form of existence, because the beings surrounding me are like that,

and live like that, and talk like that,

has whiped out all ideas of humility and modesty 

and has reduced life and relationships

to a constant competition and imposed a form of pressure to 

always seek to have the last word.

i've noticed that these people have no aura

but the sound and noise that they inflict onto their entourage

they call fellow humans and friends "the other one" if they like them

and they call all other fellow humans by using reducing terms

and hardly ever by names.

the point being to always be better, stronger, on top

it's easier to piss and shit on other people when you're above them.

why is it that relationships can't always be simple and respectful,

equal and honest ?

is it in man to want to eat himself ?